Monday, January 21, 2008
I didn't used to be such a complainer. I tried really hard to live by the verse in the Bible, "Do not grumble or complain about ANYTHING..." But I feel like I am so opposite of that now! I hate that I am like that. It's as if as if as time goes on, there's more and more to complain about. What kind of outlook is THAT?! That's TERRIBLE! Today, not only are my kid's ears infected, I'm pretty sure that he's teething too. (He's got a constant stream of saliva running out of his mouth.) The result of those two things??? Crying, whining, and sleeplessness (for BOTH of us!). I'm about to lose it today! I need a BREAK!!! But I can't have one, because Beau is on his way back from his meeting in Oklahoma City, and I wouldn't be able to leave him with anyone else if I tried, because of the way he's feeling. All of that being said, I KNOW the truth - that I am BEYOND BLESSED!!! I LOVE my little boy! I love my life! I'm thankful deep down inside, but at the moment, I just want to take a decent nap!!!